2008-12-07

The reasons

Why will I go abroad to study? I thought about it again.

I'd worked in the company for 5 years. I'd been an office job. I began to feel a pain in my back since the summer before last. I didn't very worry at first. I'd been working ,surfing as usual. But.......

The pain was getting worse. Finally, That disabled me from working. What is the cause of the pain?? I wondered. The cause was ...... Maybe, I had seen a screen of the computer for hours every day while I was working. And I had to hit many papers. I probably used too much the computer. Too much of anything is bad for us. I drawed from that experience.
7 months have past since I quited working. I'm making my living by disability allowance.
I realized I was so happy when I couldn't work. Now, The pain is getting well by little and little.

So I'm going to go to the Southern California in next spring. I love California~♪ Sure I never go there. A mild climate , beautiful sea , mighty nature.I wanna pass through a variety of experiences and learn English. That is what I most want to do. I had been thinking that I would go abroad. Austraria,Hawaii,Canada,etc...
I'm 28 years old now. I don't wanna end the twenties. It must be last chance. Maybe, The God may give a opportunity to an irresolute women, otherwise I couldn't decide.

Anyway, I need to cure my illness and get back my strength. I tnink I can do since I have the purpose.

3 comments:

kaori said...

Hi!I'm also keeping my blog in English like you.

Let me allow to post. Are you preparing for studying abroad? That's nice=)

I visited San Francisco,CA last March. It was really nice weather and loved it than I expected! You love surfing? I think it's gonna be so cool to surf there!

I hope you'll get better!

hiro said...
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hiro said...

Thank you Kaori !! I'm very happy with your message. Actually, I can't write much my diary recently since my back aches. But I'm trying various cures now. So I trust I will be absolutely good!! And I wanna go to CA soon.....

Everythings gonna be all right♪ I hope...